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my Bird-Day Speech

2011-08-25T10:52:00.001+08:00

Dear All,

Thank you all for your birthday wishes through calls, sms-es, msn and wall posts.......
It means the world to me that you all are thinking of me on my special day :) < Thank you very much, you Facebook birthday reminder.. :p>
Another year older but I am more grateful than ever to have you all in my life...

Thank you, Alice for having this birthday dinner for me....

To Yi Wen, Chia Ying, Los, Qing Qing, BirdBird, Fatt the PHD, cx, Alice
Thank you for helping me to survive on my birthday...becoming older is not fun at all.... :-(
Glad to have you all there....

Thank you, Boss for this belated name card....I quit, remember??? and thank you very much for not giving me back the wine you have......I truly appreciate your kindness...

To Pauline, CK, Nic, Mr Tan, Fifi, Fei Soo, Yung Yung, Gor, Mr Heng, Mabel
Thank you very much for your birthday wishes....It truly make my day that you all still remember me on my big day..
I miss all of you very very much....Till the day we meet again...you'll be missed..

To Dear mr Foo XianYang,
Thanks for being so patient with me while you can just walk away,
Thanks for being my best shopping mate,
Thanks for being my secret keeper,
Thanks for bringing joy and happiness to my life..
Thanks for being my dear....XDXD

All the giggles, laughs,the smiles,the hugs,the inside jokes,the tears are the memories that last a lifetime...
I know it wasnt easy for you when i decided to leave penang...for that, I am thankful to have you as the most understanding dear in my life....Thank you for putting up with me throughout these 3 years..
Thank you for surprise at birdpark and the fun we had at sentosa....
Somehow I feel i have regain my youth at there...XDXD
and please remember it dearly that I am the champion for the luge.....hehe
and Please buy a tabung now and start saving...our next target i USS....okay..????

Happy 24th Birthday to me....urghh...24 sound so old.....

97-10-5

2011-04-07T21:21:00.002+08:00

97-10-5

isn't just any numbers...

It was the ID for the dear memories that i will always keep close and dear to my heart...

有爱情，就有孤单

2011-03-20T07:50:00.000+08:00

没有伴侣的时候，即使是孤单，也可以很快乐。
这个时候，孤单是一种境界。
你可以一个人走遍世界，结识不同的朋友。你也可以选择下班之后，立刻回到家里，
享受自己的世界。
一个人的孤单，并不可怕。
最可怕的，是有了伴侣之后那份孤单。
伴侣糟糕。你却不能离开他，那是最孤单的。
你和他，曾经有过许多快乐的时光，你以为从此不再孤单。只是，许多年后，你忽
然发现，你宁愿孤单一个人。假如只有你一个人，你用不着再向他交代你的行踪，你毋
须再迫自己和他一起成长或一起不成长，你不必再听他唠叨，你不用再迁就他，你不用
再向他说甜言蜜语。
当你为他做了这一切，你竟然感到无比的孤单。
然而，你有太多理由不能离开他。
你不忍心让他孤单，不如你自己孤单好了。
原来，所有的责任、感情、承诺、道德、传统、忍耐，都是孤单的源头。
孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。

ở đây tôi đến Việt Nam

2011-02-23T18:55:00.003+08:00

Finally bought myself a ticket to Vietnam...

Now comes the hardest part -- planning =.=

accommodation, things to bring, places to go, transport, which tour package is better

what's to see, whats's to eat, travel insurance, credit card, weather and bla bla bla.....

Regardless of how this trip turn out to be, finally i make this baby step...

Thanks to my travelmates -- Alice, Frankie and Dai lou

VIETNAM.....here I come......

Halong Bay....see you there...

Sapa....wait for me....

and please dont rain......when i am there...thank you

Things to do before meeting God....

2011-02-06T23:38:00.028+08:00

Places to go before i die :

~~1) Vietnam~~

2) Ireland

3) Denmark

3) Finland

5) Switzerland

6) Iceland

7) Cape Town

8) Egypt

9) Cambodia

10) Tibet

11) Jiu Zhai Gou

12) Nepal

13) Amazon

14) Spain

15) New York

16)Maldives

17) Bora- Bora

18) Pulau Sipadan

19) Madagascar

20) Harbin

21) Siberia

22) To be continue......

Books to read before i die :

1) Ronald Reagan's Bio

2) Lord of the Rings' Tri

3) Pol Pot: Anatomy of a Nightmare

4) To kill a mocking bird

~~5) The kite runner~~

~~6) 那些年，我們一起追的女孩。~~

7) Sherlock Holmes series

8)I am Nujood, Age 10 and Divorced

~~9) Girls of Riyadh~~

10) Les Miserables

11) A Long Way Gone: Memoirs of a Boy Soldier

~~12) Nothing to Envy: Ordinary Lives in North Korea~~

13) The No.1 Ladies Detective Agency

14) Exploiting Chaos

15)为什么我没有自杀

灰灰

2011-02-06T23:15:00.004+08:00

有时在想我有的包袱是不是多了一点．．．

因为有时候压得我好不透气叻

有时候好想一走了之

人那么的有责任感，好吗？

因为有时候活着真的好累哦．．．．

有很多很多的梦想

同样的也有很多的负担..

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

有些梦想，纵使永远也没办法实现，

纵使光是说出来都很奢侈，

但如果没有说出来温暖自己一下，

就无法获得前进的动力　　＜九把刀＞

有一天，我們都將會被世界完美地馴養　＜九把刀＞

我做人越做越灰心.......我越做越伤心.....＜刘芷伶〉

Farewell

2010-10-04T16:15:00.011+08:00

"There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept. Things we don't want to know, but have to learn. And people we can't live without but have to let go."

I miss you all....very very very much...I miss those good old days where we laugh, we cry, we argue...

Those were the memories I'll keep dear in my heart...

Farewell isnt my thing..I never like farewell..saying goodbye to those who you close to and not knowing when will you meet again..is heartache

I just miss those days....Not that my life isnt good now...I just think it would be better with you all here with me....

But i know, end of the day I would have to let go
We are all living our life now

I wish you all the best and shall we meet again...hopefully...

Last Reunion Dinner @Uni

2010-02-08T02:27:00.003+08:00

3 years of study, am not sure how success i will be in the future

how great i m going to be

who will i be in the future

but all i know now is that i have the sweetest memories with u guys, the bickering we used to have

and everything...

we might have to wait for 30 years for our reunion again....and wish that i could really post the photos of us having our reunion after 30 years...and hope that after 30 years, friendship will still be the same and only thing is we would be a better person in our life...cheers..

Christian the Lion

2009-11-21T10:59:00.002+08:00

Is a must watch video clip for me to kick start my day...

RIP

2009-04-07T00:03:00.003+08:00

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行(到处)走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
我一个人吃饭旅行(到处)走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行(到处)走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
我一个人吃饭旅行(到处)走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子

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I am truly sorry for that this post gotta be in Chinese
This is a song lyric from a singer whom i liked
She died yesterday morning due to breast cancer
Life is so unpredictable
Just months we never heard any news from her and yet now she left us forever
Rest in peace my dear
and may u bring the joy to the heaven with your wonderful voice...

Idiotic me...

2009-02-24T12:57:00.002+08:00

Wondering what is the best word to describe me?
Imagine sending an internship application letter
to company A with correct address, person in charge but then company B at the title..

To Seagate,
I am very sorry for my mistakes.
It is not that i love company A more than your company. But because i seriously forgot to check though i think i've check.
Lesson learnt: never do anything when you are sick. Because you only screwing your life and not making it better.

IDIOT!!!!!!!!
ME........

>3

2009-02-07T17:38:00.004+08:00

WORK, as if you don't need money
LOVE, as if nobody has hurt you
DANCE, as if nobody was watching you
SING, as if nobody was listening
LIVE, as if this was paradise on earth.

Life is a reality without an eraser...

Pile of shit

2009-02-03T19:37:00.007+08:00

If only i can screw people upside down and getting away with it
If only i can express my anger, hatred to her out loud with whole world knowing how shitty she is
Trust me that "pile of shit" will be the top of de list

Na..one more
This is how she looks like when she is behaving like a pile of shit
and this pile of shit is such a good actress that people fail to see she is a pile of shit..Haha
Am i bitchy enough??
I guess not...

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-24T08:45:00.003+08:00

Wishing you warmth, togetherness, prosperity, and happiness in the New Year and always!!!!

GONG XI FA CHAI~~~!!!!

Malacca One Day Trip

2008-12-25T21:46:00.007+08:00

Eye of Malacca
Eye of Malaysia

Eye of Malaysia plus me, tuang cheong, kei ming and Sab

Mr noHand and Mr busy sms
Hie, My name is Ah Fatt...
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Best night i ever had
Thanks guys
Miss that Malacca one day trip alot...

p/s:: Malacca did changes alot these days...Friends called me half Penangite now because i seldom go back to Malacca and i cant recognize the roads in Malacca anymore...

Xmas....

2008-12-12T22:13:00.007+08:00

Pavilion, KL

Cheras Leisure Mall, KL

Mid Valley,KL

1 Utama, KL
3 weird looking animals..only god knows whether it is a car or mouse...

Dataran Pahlawan, Melaka

Queens Bay

Royals Debate + Privacy!!!

2008-12-11T10:08:00.007+08:00

Yo...I am back yo
After few weeks having my soul searching for debates
I am back yo

Honestly speaking
After spending few weeks on debate stuff,
surfing net to find, to download, to read the latest news happen all around the world,
compiling my debate matter files
I seriously dont feel like reading any news anymore
So i have sort of stop reading newspaper
Hence there is nothing for me to blog about
though i know there is landslides at Bukit Antarabangsa, Snatch thieves back in action again ( or perhaps they never stop), the never-ending fingers pointing game and so on and so forth

Perhaps it is just too tiring for me to read the news about our brilliant politicians and their great works and remarks
I have lost my words in writing blog about them anymore
After all it happens everyday and the politicians will never grew smarter i guess.
However that doesnt mean that i'll stop blogging bout them
I'll be back soon if i find some interesting, new and exciting things to write about them
else it is just waste of my time and ur time for reading it, right????

So...for that few weeks that i've gone missing
these are the things that happened in my life

ROYALS DEBATE at IIU
Kind of bored though i came to IIU twice in a year
The first time is during Mei for AUDC (Asian University Debate Competition)
The second time is Ta--daaaaa Royals Debate

So during AUDC tournament,
they gave us a 3-4 star HOTEL at Bukit Bintang Area namely Hotel Radius
It was not bad though
however for the room service
it was bad because how can the house cleaning lady insist to clean my room when i was taking bath..is bad and it is rude yo

Then this time for Royals
they gave us a 3-4 star HOSTEL at Gombak Area namely Hostel IIU
Well to consider the fact that it is a University
so the room...Hmmmm not bad
But the thing bothering me is that
In IIU, there is no such thing called PRIVACY
Their hostel is basically like a 4 room apartment with shared toilet
there is a door connection the 2 rooms
Sounds confusing....i guess so
the design is so complicated till i dont know how to explain either
Think pictures worth a millions words

My bed ( I choose to use my own bed sheet because first it looks nicer, 2nd the bed sheet they give looks like the one they use for beds in hospital)

My room ( I am sorry if it seems messy)

My room again

I am so sorry that i have forgotten to take the pictures of the door (If they do have a door for my room)
to show u guys what i meant by no privacy

Since the day i move in to my room,
i can hear the gossips from the room besides me
People said i eavesdropping
But hey...I was trying to concentrate on my movie and dramas
and it was ur gossips that distract me
Plus what u want me to do
If i have a room with no door and have just a piece of curtain which is trying to pretend that it is a door

And for the sake of privacy
Because i have no door for the visitors to knock on
so very unfortunate for my housemates
because they have to see me twice half-naked when i was changing my cloth and they want to take something from me...
But for the first time i'll remember it till the day i die
Iylia is so boring that she went on to check on everybody's room
And so Lucky that she bumped into my place whereby i was changing my cloth

Minus the privacy part
Overall the tournament is fun
Our junior team managed to break into quarter final
and our achievement for this year is not bad

Be right back soon...trust me

2008-12-04T18:15:00.003+08:00

Guys
sorry didnt get to update my blog for past few weeks
was busy for my debate tournament
Will update my blog soon when i get those photos from de-tournament

Royals???
See ya next year if i am still around in debate circle

Kenny Sia's Quiz--->Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?

2008-11-15T02:02:00.002+08:00

Congratulations jesse, you are...

You are outgoing, direct, smart, pretty, and a definite go-getter. You are frank, a little too frank perhaps that sometimes you get on people's nerves and make them very upset. If people attack you, you hit back with triple the force without blinking because you are the kind of person who knows exactly what you are talking about or else you wouldn't talk about it. Your quick-thinking is what makes you special. You are an elitist.

I am an evil elitist....Muahahaha...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2008-11-12T14:15:00.011+08:00

Cowie : "Sometimes you're alone"

Hippie & Blue_giraffie : "Sometimes U're not because friends always there to follow u and guide u "

Cowie & Bearie : " Well sometimes u have 3 with u to walk side by side"

Camelie : "Then sometimes u'll get to have new friends along the way"

And if most of the times u were stuck hanging there, dont worry,be patient
Because U are not alone.....

p/s:: This post was produced due to the blogger's excessive boredom and limited creativity....I am sorry

45 years old dreams

2008-11-12T00:47:00.006+08:00

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal."

I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia, the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.

I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of injustice, sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.

I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

I have a dream today!

I have a dream that one day, down in Alabama, with its vicious racists, with its governor having his lips dripping with the words of "interposition" and "nullification" -- one day right there in Alabama little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers.

I have a dream today!

I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, and every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight; "and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed and all flesh shall see it together."

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Martin Luther King, Jr.'s speech back in 1963.

In 2008, Americans have decided to write their own history.

In 2008, Americans have decided to make their dream comes true.

Though we cant deny the fact that race discrimination still exists today

Though we cant deny the fact that we are still judged by our skin color today

But Presidential election in US has just proved to us

Dreams will come true if we work hard for it

Dreams will come true if we willing to let go the burden of skin color, burden of race.

Hence, Americans are one step closer in realizing their dreams they set 45 years ago.

After more than 200 years, Americans have voted Barack Obama to be the first African American to be elected President of United States.

After more than 200 years, they have overcome the barriers of skin color and race.
Who will matters about race?
Who will matters about skin color?
If today we want to build our tomorrow based on meritocracy.
If today we want to build our tomorrow based on the leadership of the elected one.
If today we want to build our tomorrow based on the visions and missions of the leader.

It takes more than 200 years for Americans to realized their dreams, what about us then ?

Depressed

2008-11-11T19:23:00.003+08:00

Noticing myself falling into depression again...
Everything that i do doesn't seems right to anyone
M tired and sick of everything....

Uoooooh...........

2008-11-04T23:12:00.005+08:00

Uooooh..i want all these three toilet flushes to be installed in my toilet....
Go to toilet also will feel good..............
as my life is so stress, so stuck up, so sad, so miserable
but i think it will gets better when i have these toilet flushes
to cheer up my life ....Yipeee
Oh, please...purleasesssss can i have one of the toilet flush for my birthday present??
else for xmas present also not bad...
or new year present also can....
Purleasessssssssssss

I am speechless

2008-11-01T11:48:00.007+08:00

A tribute to Mr Setev Shariibuu and his family

,this young man Xu Jian Huang

AND MILLIONS and THOUSANDS of them who were having the same fate

How would u feel if u were the father whose daughther was a murder victim who was either murdered by C4 explosives or was somehow killed first and her remains destroyed with C4 ?

How would u feel if u were the father who sent ur lively son to oversea for study but receive ur son lifeless body after months?

Then again how would u feel when no justice is served for them?
Are they going to remain the forgotten ones
where time has decided to forget about them?

Millions and thousands of things running in my mind
I am confused, angry and devasted
I dont know what else to say what else to write
I am speechless

My prediction came pretty true is that
for that 2 cases, they will comes to 2 endings
1) they going to release them
2)the trials will go on and reach no end

Trial still on for the 2 police officers..
lets keep our fingers crossed that justice will be served

As for Xu Jian Huang
court has its verdict
I shall not question about it

but i going to question about
the creditability, transparency of our justice system
I going to question about
the police ability in solving these mistery cases
I going to question about
the police ability in catching the real culprits

Is it the end of one's case when court has its verdict?
Is it the end of police's responsibility to find and catch the real culprits?
Is it the end of police's work to unveil the truth?

To them,
I have my full sympathy
I have my thousand times sorry

Sorry for unable to help
Sorry to see them so devasted when no justice is served for their child
Sorry to see noone is upholding the real meaning of justice

Upon so many unserved justice, so many unfair incidents
I see the great love of a father towards their child
I see the uncoditioned love of the family towards their child
who is still able to stand strong to face those unserved justice
who is still able to hide the pains of losing their own child
who is still want to fight for the right of their child
who is still brave and strong enough to pick up the pieces of their live and move on
who is willing to give up everything they have just to uphold the justice for their beloved children

Bravo to them!!!

Peace..

NEW BLOG

2008-10-29T20:22:00.004+08:00

New blog in the town yo...
check out this new blog about tech or geek's world from Frankie --> HIS MSP

Saje wan to blog something
not to help him advertise..
hehe

A cow's guide to life

2008-10-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

1. Worrying is like standing in a mud hole, it gives you something to do but it doesnt get you anyway.
2. Moo low, moo slow, and dont moo too much.
3. No flies can enter a closed mouth
4. Dont have a cow unless you are a cow
5. Even the poorest cow has a leather coat
6. The easiest relationship is to be a part of the herd. The hardest is to be apart from it.

Rule number 2 onwards i have no idea what it is about
But for rule NO 1....i am so sure i know FULL meaning of it
why
why why why why why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because I am proud to say that
I AM A WORRIER never a WARRIOR
thats why i m feeling so good with that rule

Life lately damn stress
I am overload
Tests kantoi d
Assignments on their way to kantoi
Spoken English class confirm kantoi

I shall be grateful if i get a C or C-
as
1st I nicely and proudly gave my racist sexist remarks in the class and cause some M****s' butt unable to stick nicely to the chair

2nd I keep pressing the lecturer's button with my so called racist and sexist remarks

Given with the condition my words always get cut off by lecturer
so i guess i was in the situation hmm like for example
a legs tied chicken who going to get slaughter
no chance to defence myself
no chance to struggle at all

1St button i pressed
Why m****'s guy get to marry 4 women but why women cant marry 4 men?
His facial expression change sooooo fast till i thought he use SKII
Then his answer was I am not in the authority to explain it..
So i guess i have to accept it
But for the reason he changed his facial expression so fast, i then decided to stay back and appologize to him
Tell him that i am just curious to know and nothing more than that

2nd button i pressed
During the debate session
he came out with a motion
ISleepAlot
then he split us into two groups
I was in the opposition side
I disagree with ISleepAlot
then we debate
we yell
we scream
we argue
we fight
and during the debate we brought up the issue like the chinese reporter, the Infamous AHmad Ismail's remark and Terresa KOk
Then end of the lecture, as usual he will have the thought of the day
I kind of feel very touch about the thought of the day he brought up that day
But somehow i feel the icey cold knife stab directly to my fatty stomach again
Let me recall back the things he said that day
1st he said why we want to label ourselve M****, C******, I*****
cos after all we are one unit, we are malaysian
why want to let those remarks screw up our unity
and we have to concern the gov stand whereby
then he gave example on if someone keep insulting you keep testing your patient
what would you do
How also you will end up angry and start taking action on that fella
and again when he mentioned the word RACE he look at me again with a nice smile
and again i think he misunderstood the whole thing i was trying to say
which is
"I think that our gov has misuse the power of ISleepAlot
There could be another better way to solve the problem.
But in my humble opinion i dont think that problem can be solved by locking people in the jail, shutting their mouth by pulling out ISleepAlot
I believe that if you are doing the right thing, you wont never be afraid of rumours or speculations.
Plus with the gov claiming that they cause society instability, uproar among the people, and become the nation threat
I would prefer to say it in this way is that
Our society become extremely instable when u guys started to pull out ISleepAlot
People become showing anger when u trying to shut people mouth with ISleepAlot
Nation threat only be there cos u guys trying to oppress people
People become extreme angry because the way u arrest people's daughter like you are kidnaping people
People are pissed off because the one come out with the stupid statement get only 3 years suspension
I bet that 3 years wont affect him at all as he has one whole big SHiELL Petro Station
People are disappointed because the excuse you arrest them is because you want to protect them
i know i am insane
but could someone please tell me what does this statement means
we arrest them because they have threaten our nation security
And by using ISleepAlot they can actually protect him
My question to those honourable ministers
I think or if i m wrong please correct me
"If they are considerin danger according to the statements u gave, why cant u place them under protection custody?"
Then mayb i dont have common sense or i dont have the so called logical mind or i am unsound
then could someone please tell me
"if u think that someone is in danger, u protect him/her by chucking him/her to the jail, arrest them under ISleepAlot or u provide them wit protection custody?"
At end of class, he said our debate turned out in a very not-so-intellectual debate
HALO could someone please tell him we learned our not-so-intellectual debate from the bigPar

Then moving on to the other question he brought up in the class again
" Is malaysian ready to accept a female Prime Ministe?"
Again the class was so drop dead silence
then i am more than happy and feel honourable to start the opening ceremony
So i said" I dont think malaysians as a whole are ready to accept a female prime minister
as we still have the internal problems like religions and racial
Then again i get the SKIII look again
then he asked me why i want to bring the racial and religions problem again
why cant i look at bigger picture that we are malaysian as a whole
And again my words was cut off
then a shocked looking malay gal jump in but i stop listening d
cos i feel totally dumb, stupid and bad for opening my mouth for the thing i feel right
EVer wonder why i mention Racial and religions problems?
Lets see
we have issue like gov wanting or already demolished people's temple
we have issue like c***** are squatters coming out from the honourable politicians
we have issue like honourable MonkeyParade blurt out the words like women cannot wear heels,cannot wear skirt/dress, cannot put on lipstick, AA's gals skirt too short till can see terowong, women is leaking every months.
I have a friend an Indian friend in fact whose was denied to be in the first class because of his skin colour no matter how good his result is
I have met the condition where in an organization we ought to or we have to have M****,C******,I*****
Then in NationalSlaughter we must work in a group with multicolour if we want to look good
Then in Uplay4Yr, if your group contains multicolour again, u'll get extra marks
Then can someone please tell me
with all these things i witnessed, i learned
is it wrong for me to say we are not ready to accept because of these issues?
If we cant solve these, can we step forward to achieve what we want>
Recalling back those years i learned about our history
honestly and frankly
I feel soooooo sorry to those PAHLAWAN, those soldiers that sacrified for us, those big noble men
cos i learned nothing in our history in our text book
all i learned was how to memorize nicely in order to get an A
Their whole life for us, to be honest is just an A
while i thought the objective learning history is TO MEMUPUK PATRIOTISM
I feel sorry to those soldiers who do not have common colour
their sacrifies were burried with them
They remains the forgotten ones
while we have plenty of those we want to forget them but they remain the unforgotten ones
Some have whole street under their name,
some have whole building under their name,
but what about those who only have gravestone under their name
what about the life they give up for our nation
Then just because that they did not born with common colour
thats the life they were given to
We ask ourselve
DO u feel good while u stepping on the land that people died for u and u remain ignore tham?

Last but not least
I never hated my lecturer
in fact i salute him
cos he is a good thinker a good lecturer
just me and him will never be in the same channel
because of my background and his background
my thought and his thought

p/s:: i think i am far far out of topic....A cow should not get too politics...But i guess i am a politician on behalf of cow..If in future, when someone want to demolish the land or the grass for cows, feel free to tell me..i am more than happy to represent them, my herd
but guess the day they want to demolish cow would be the day the sun rise from west

I guess my assignments really have drive me crazy till i write out this blog when i am busy doing assignments.I think i am one step closer with working in two minds..Muti-tasker..OHhhhh so proud of myself...

有爱情，就有孤单 .....

2008-09-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

没有伴侣的时候，即使是孤单，也可以很快乐。
这个时候，孤单是一种境界。
你可以一个人走遍世界，结识不同的朋友。你也可以选择下班之后，立刻回到家里，
享受自己的世界。
一个人的孤单，并不可怕。
最可怕的，是有了伴侣之后那份孤单。
伴侣糟糕。你却不能离开他，那是最孤单的。
你和他，曾经有过许多快乐的时光，你以为从此不再孤单。只是，许多年后，你忽
然发现，你宁愿孤单一个人。假如只有你一个人，你用不着再向他交代你的行踪，你毋
须再迫自己和他一起成长或一起不成长，你不必再听他唠叨，你不用再迁就他，你不用
再向他说甜言蜜语。
当你为他做了这一切，你竟然感到无比的孤单。
然而，你有太多理由不能离开他。
你不忍心让他孤单，不如你自己孤单好了。
原来，所有的责任、感情、承诺、道德、传统、忍耐，都是孤单的源头。
孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。

Wahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-28T15:42:00.000+08:00

面试人员给一位前来应征的男士一张履历表，于是男士就填了这样的信息——

　　姓名：英文的还是中文的？
　　年龄：这是私人问题。
　　身高：这跟工作有关系吗？
　　体重：随时改变，饭前饭后都不同。
　　居住地：那是一个特别的地方，我生命的舞台。
　　电话：爱立信手机。
　　电子邮件：只留给漂亮和富有的女孩。
　　上班时间：越短越好。
　　应征职位：找一个不做什么实事，但能被美女包围的职位。
　　学历：毕业于一个你找不着的大学。
　　语言能力：侃大山是专长。
　　兴趣：睡得天昏地暗。
　　生日：正月初七。
　　经历：游戏人生。
　　曾任职位：高级的或者低级的都是一种经历。
　　已婚未婚：我正在寻找漂亮又富有的女孩，希望在你们公司能找到。
　　未来期望：只负责主席台讲话，并且希望尽早退休。
　　希望待遇：比实际工作量拿得多就行。

　　接着，他们再看第二位应征者的履历表时，正在吃饭的经理吐了出来，董事长则当场晕倒。
　　姓名：父母取的。
　　年龄：不小了！
　　身高：很高。
　　体重：中等。
　　居住地：家里。
　　电话：在身上。
　　电子邮件：朋友帮我申请的。
　　上班时间：8小时。
　　应征职位：一位。
　　学历：如果毕业的话有高中学历。
　　语言能力：有。
　　兴趣：很多。
　　生日：还没到吧！
　　经历：刚来的时候摔了一跟头！
　　曾任职位：小学时当过纠察队喔！
　　已婚未婚：父母有结婚。
　　未来期望：再找好工作。
　　希望待遇：希望大家都很疼我。

bIRDdaY>.<

2008-08-25T01:24:00.001+08:00

some may ask why i never want to celebrate birthday
well
the logic is what's the point of having the thought of celebrating it if no one actually remember u
at end of the day, u will just disappoint yourself
yes i m speaking from a pessimist and i am a pessimist, cos am tired and sick of having hope...
however this year a bit different..i have bunch of housemates that actually gave me suprise with a cake and a dear with me n together with wee nee, ah howe and ming chun...
i dunno what my birthday wish is..in fact i didn't make any wish before i blow my candle..my mind went blank
is it because i have too many things to wish
or is it i have nothing to wish
either way my birthday is over d...
This year birthday marked the 21 years of my life
In this 21 years what have i done..
have i achieve any goals
have i done my part as a daughter, a friend, a sister and a girlfriend to froggie
I wonder
my life is in a mess
too many things for me to regret
there are so many things i should not have start
but life has no second chance
but along the way i am grateful to have the chance to meet u guys..
life would not be the same after all....
if making wishes now is still not late
den i wish everyone is happy and healthy
i wish i can be a better person
i wish frankie to be happy always....

p/s:: thanks again for phek lan, pieh wen, kai sin, denho, siew yi, dai lou, chee soon,abraham,kenny and chin xiang(thx for not pulling my hair for my day n da coupon)
den thanks again for wee nee,ah howe, ming chun and those who wished me
den thanks my dear for giving me unforgettable day

this blog is a bit cacat
cos i write with a blank mind...i am moodless today
cos i have split into two jie lings
i am a cow with 4 stomach and 2 minds...

A cow's love life

2008-08-02T18:08:00.000+08:00

Quote from "Sex and the city"
I love u
but i love me more
i've been in the relationship with myself for 49 years
and that's the one i need to work on

In my case,
I love u
but i love me more
i've been in the relationship with myself for 20 years
and that's the one i need to work on

I love me who always give me suprises
i love me who always keep me happy
i love me whom i m the main dish not the sidelines
i love me who is a commit phobic
i love me who always have hope, dreams and expectations for me

I guess i am a real commit phobic
I guess i love sparks and suprises
I guess i love the feeling of getting to have hopes, dreams and expectations

i've done my best to keep this
but i m tired; we are tired i guess

i've asked myself over and over again
"Are relationships always about happy?"
i wish to be happy everyday
not all day everyday but everyday

Am i going to be happy in a relationship that i cant have hopes and expectations?
Am i going to be happy in a relationship that is just about me and you but no we and us?
Am i going to be happy in a relationship that i m the sidelines of his life?
Am i going to be happy in a relationship that we still miss our single life?

Maybe we know the ending
Mayb not

Somehow
Being alone is better than being lonely...

不是不爱你
只是这份爱没了期待

一个人不寂寞，想一个人才寂寞
太牵挂一个人的时候，爱也会成为一种负担

我以为小鸟飞不过沧海，是以为小鸟没有飞过沧海的勇气，十年以后我才发现，不是小鸟飞不过去，而是沧海的那一头，早已没有了等待……

break..where is my BREAK???

2008-04-29T14:12:00.000+08:00

Call it a sem break
I dont have a sem break
perhaps i've lost my break
that's why i dont have a break to give the sem a break.....
Muahahahhahahahahahha
I am not Sick, I am insane...
I am just a cow who happened to get lost in USM,Malaysia
I used to be a cactus who happened to get lost in Malaysia
and it seems that i have upgrade from a plant to an animal...
Thank God!!